How easy or how difficult it is to let go ?

 There are so many things I tell myself I shouldn’t bother about so much.

Both official and personal.

At work, it could be what people say or don’t say, how bosses behave, colleagues react, or how situations unfold.

Personally too — moments, conversations, expectations.

I do realise one thing clearly:

the sooner I let go, the better it is for me.

But… easier said than done.

I end up thinking — rather overthinking.

Action replays of good times, fun moments, and memories I wish I could relive, even when I know it’s not possible.

My sane self tells me:

This is pointless. Live in the moment.

I often remind myself:

“Give yourself the worth to not make something or somebody so important that you miss your present moment.”

And yet, after work, the action replay starts again —

things that annoyed me, upset me, or made me feel undervalued.

Again, my sane self steps in:

Their loss, not mine. Just keep doing your work with sincerity.

Thankfully, I am self-motivated from within.

I somehow manage to charge myself even when nobody else does — and that keeps me going.

I don’t like staying sad, irate, or upset for long.

Though I still overthink, I know I’ve become a little better — not overcome it yet, but better.

I’m trying different ways.

Some help. Some don’t.

And I also know this will truly work only when I make a firm resolve to let go.

And trust me — I intend to.